10.08.2003

Let That be Enough by Switchfoot

I wish I had what I need
To be on my own
'Cause I feel so defeated
And I'm feeling alone

And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
With nowhere to land

And all I see
It could never make me happy And all my sand castles
Spend their time collapsing

Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
Let that be enough

It's my birthday tomorrow
No one here could now
I was born this Thursday
22 years ago

And I feel stuck
Watching history repeating
Yeah, who am I?
Just a kid who knows he's needy

Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough


This morning was the first time I heard this song. It really made me think about things going on in my life. We are almost always asking God for more and more stuff. Why are we not satisfied with knowing that God loves us and will be there for us no matter what we are going through. When I have all my thoughts together and I can acurately express them, I will post.

10.06.2003

I am so blessed. I realized today that I have so many things to be thankful for. I have the most amazing friends both here at school and at other schools. My roommate is the best. Could not ask for a better roommate. I will miss roomming with her when we go our separate ways. She will always be like an older sister. My best friend is amazing. She spoiled me on my birthday. My suite is soo amazing. A lot different than last year. I also have awesome parents who care for me a lot and encourages me to reach my potential. Also, a friend who I can talk to about anything and everything. I am so thankful for all those that bless me everyday of my life.

10.05.2003

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! I am finally 20. I am still the youngest in my suite. T is just a couple months older than me. Everyone is is at least a year older or more. I am gonna go see a movie with one of my best friends. My suite and I are gonna be doing lunch. A is gonna make it. I can't do a lot because I have loads of homework. I have to do it all today.

I think my LSATs went good yesterday. I should hear my scores at the end of the month. I hope they are really good.